It's like the most I can do to create a new station on Pandora

Cyclical motion, not the worst I could imagine but not desirable in the least. I'd like to think I was constantly moving upward but I can't fool even the newest of acquaintances at the moment. So, I will own it. My life is facing a decline unless I make some vigorous conscious changes.
I am still having sporadic thoughts of slight genius inspired by something I'm able to focus my mind on for half a minute. As they come in I am trying to make note of a few a day.
Wow. I'm so bummed about the way things are going I don't think I have it in me to be less vague about it.
I've got my chin up. I'm chipping away at this day by day.

Music is my beach house!

The scenery is changing. The view outside of my front window will not be the same.
My outlook is broadening. My plans are shifting.
My heart is open and my body is full tilt.
I don't see the finish line anymore and this is not a sprint.
This is how it all starts!